Vore Day and why I hate it

So, today is "Vore Day" apparently. Not sure why this day even exists, honestly. To me, vore day is just a day for egomaniac vore artists to stroke said ego and put down other who they deem bellow them. Granted, I know that many vore artists are not like that, but many of them are. And on a day where we're supposedly to celebrate the community and other vore fanatics, why are people insulting each other. In the three years this has gone on, I've never felt included in this. I've always been left out. People do streams and make artwork for each other and join in groups and stuff to have fun, and I'm left out of all of it, even though I'm a vore "artist" like everyone else. I'm never invited to streams, I'm never given gifts from people just because they feel like being nice or like my characters or because I'm their friend, and I'm never allowed in any groups. It's shit like this that convinces me I'm not an artist, no matter what other people say. I just can't see what I do as art. I'm just a writer that's trying to be something I'm not. And this day just reminds me of that.

This is just a rambling journal, but I needed to explain my hatred of this day. I don't mean to tarnish anyone else's enjoyment of this day, I'm just speaking my mind...again -_-